Garden Gal,

It's good to hear from you... I'm sorry to hear you are going through a rough time right now. I can relate. This all just seems to take so long and go so... slowly. My T wants me to try EMDR too (for one main issue).
...Is there a way you could try the new TMS treatment? A friend of mine has had good luck with it... though I know it isn't easy to get to with insurance and all.

Be gentle with yourself. There is no time limit on how long it takes to heal. Give yourself room. Do any and all of the things that give you even a little bit of pleasure.
Sending many supportive thoughts your way...

Elana