oh i think it's fear of success and fear of failure. i had that too at one time. try to stay in today and not project the outcome cause it may cause you to "shoot yourself in your own foot." staying focused on your task helps also. once again, not projecting the outcome. if you slip and fall down get up, brush yourself off, and begin again. soon you will be able to fufill your dreams. i was amazed at my own success-not braggin' just happy-when i overcame these fears. just take baby steps to gain your confidence in whatever you do. make a list of your accomplishments. reread the list-keep it with you -whenever your fear arises. it's like affirmations about yourself. that helps too.