I told my therapist about this the other night. I told her exactly what was going on in my internal monologue - "OHmygod...Dr. Awesome is leaving me alone in her office, this is amazing!" and then I told her "stop giving me crack, you know how attached I feel to you!" and she laughed. She told me that yes, she does have a lot of confidential materials on her desk, and she does not trust every client to be alone in her office. That made me feel special, LOL