I suppose it really hurts me that me and my sister aren't close, and TRUST ME, i've tried... but I feel that she has insecurity issues herself.. and they come in between us. SHe has to be the prettiest of the family, and then 7 years later, I grew up and I was just as pretty.. and she didn't like that, because then she'd gotten older and had a bit of weight due to pregnancy, but now she's got it off and she looks good. But still, I always sense some sort of insecurity on her part and she's constantly comparing with me. I feel like she's trying to beat me constantly, but wth I'm not even running, I don't want to race. I need love and care and loyalty, not competition. Thats the same issue with her and her friends, her friends like me when I meet them, and she hates that. SHe only likes it if it bumps up her social status, but thats as far as it goes.