that always sends me over. i dont meet girls i like very often, and when i do, she is amazing or i dont waste my time. well i found one, and we got very close and we said we liked eachother and i thought the next step was her being my girlfriend. well asking her didnt work. then she says she still has feelings for another guy, who shes with now.

well i was with her tonight doing something for school and on the way back i think this dude called her. i was so good at acting cool the whole time...but it was killing me inside. now that im home, it hurts so bad.

honestly i dont know how some people can be so cold like that. and its the WORST when they still want to be friends, because theres no way out of it. i tried the no talking route, it didnt work.

my advice would be to try to find happiness in something that does not involve women, like South Park or driving fast. Meeting new people is also very good.

the thing that gets me the most is that i still think about her and she acts like nothing ever happened, and we got skin close and emotionally close. she is now being happy with some other guy. so, dont let yourself be me. try to find another happiness