Hi N.O.N,
Obviously the moods are a major contributing factor but you either love someone or you don't. If you are having thoughts that you don't miss him or you don't love him maybe it's time to really examine if you do or not. It sounds to me as if your moods control you instead of you controling them and to me that would be a major factor.
You either love someone all the time or you don't love them at all really. But you need to be prepared to face the answers to your own questions because if it comes out that you really don't love him, you have to do something about that. Who knows it is possible that the irritating relationship is contributing to your moodiness?
Best of luck with sorting this out
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