Bama…
Maybe your cousin is in your life at this point to remind you of the unmanageable of active addiction.

I don’t feel that the time I spend with my sponsees is a waste of time or money. Even if they go back out and suffer all the things they were trying so desperately to run away from to start with.

It’s like they were put in my life to remind me of who I am, who I was, and who I can be again. They are paying a hell of a price to carry this message of hopeless unmanageability to me. My job is to not to let their message fall on deaf ears.

Richard