Thimble, I get what your saying. I'm having a hard time with this too because I've needed him more than usual in the last 2ish months and I'm not getting as much as I need right now. I've thought about how much he gives his other clients and if maybe he just doesn't like me. I've really considered stopping therapy or finding another therapist becasuse of this

Don't hate yourself for feeling this way, I think most clients feel this way.