today i have heard knocking at my front door almost every half hour or so and i have this thought stuck in my head that some one is coming over to visit. i am starting to get annoyed with myself bc every time i hear a knock i have to go check it out bc i dont know if its my head or it is someone actually there. and if someone is out there i dont wanna miss the opportunity to answer my door and find that i have a visitor. or else i would just ignore it. but i guess i just really want some company. it would be nice if the next time i answer my door some one really is there.