You know 90, I agree with you. I love my 2 children, but if I had known that things were going to get this bad, well...I guess you can't predict the future. Their first years were pretty stable, the last a total wreck. I have horrible guilt everyday for what this might be doing to them.

Petunia, thanks. I will look into it. Parenting is hard enought as it is, but with my diagnoses, well, it's definitely not easy.

Thanks for your responses. Love ya!