Dreamer,
Hi, I understand what you are going through, I have and still do on some days feel that way about myself. I was at family christmas today, and my sister told me that I looked nice, I became furious, accusing her of putting me down, I took it as that I wasnt dressed or looked well enough, when in fact after a realization that she was just trying to be nice and polite It was me who got upset. It was the depression and anxiety telling me that she was calling me fat or ugly, now I realize the copliment was taken wrong because of my depression, It does'nt seem in my mind to feel "nice" two days ago I had a really good day as well, it lasted for 1 half days. Now i'm not feeling well. So I'll hang in there if you will.
take care,Chris
KRZYKRIS
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