Yeah, i was in individual therapy today at my theraputic school and my therapist there was asking me questions, etc, and i realized i think im really depressed because of my mother and brother, and my mother getting remmarried and having a kid, my brother instigating 24/7...and hes always blaming me for all my mistakes which cause me to do make more. heh. its funny to me in a way, because after four and a half years i finally realize why i cut, etc...but of course, im very sensitive to my other reasons that could happen...yeahhhh...

deb