CesarioRose I'm sorry you're going through a tough time. Depression can make me feel like I don't know myself anymore as well. I'm assuming from your post your were diagnosed 3 months ago? If this is correct it does take time to learn how to manage this illness and part of that is finding a med combo that works for you. If you haven't already I would suggest educating yourself on the illness. The book in my signature is excellent. I would suggest being completely honest with your pdoc and t and I hope you're feeling better soon.