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Originally Posted by onlymedid
I posted because I was an abuser for years a long time ago and then I stopped. Now....I feel like I could easily get right back into the habit. I can identify that I do use to gain feelings and get rid of feelings. It's not right, is it?
Abstinence must be so hard. Congrats for you!!!
I'm not even sure why I posted here. I guess I am just so confused right now.
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i think i know why you posted, medid. it's because in your heart and mind you are heading towards that slippery slope we call relapse and you know that. i do hope you will see it for what it is and not forfeit your sobriety. you already know the downside of using and having to get through the agony of stopping.
hope you can resolve this and choose to not go there. we're here for you  . please keep us posted.
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