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Originally Posted by noirkitten
in school and when it comes to being intresting. if someone were to ask me ''what kind of stuff are you into and why'' i wouldent be able to answer. most days i just resreach online about veganisem, read fittness magizines that i never apply to in my real life, and listin to 'wiliam control'' songs on youtube. im so fukking dull!
i actully like reading. i feel this sort of excitment whenever i go into a brans and nobel. but it always takes me like two months just to finish one book! even if it's intresting. i wish my body and mind would relax long enoughto read a good book. i would really like to take up this hobby.
i feel like such a loser sometimes being this unintresting and dull. does anyone else out there feel this way?
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I used to feel like that, too. For instance, if someone at school were to ask me "what radio station do you like?" I would ask them, "what do you like" And then I would just answer them their own answer back "me too!"
I didn't think that I or my interests were worth sharing, so I tried to mirror other's.
When I got older, I found out people do find me interesting. I was the same as you. I liked to read. I didn't go out that much. People were still interested in me, and I'm sure people wonder about you and want to know about you too. What you do isn't dull. You're learning about your interests. Other people could benefit from your knowledge. People like learning about what other people like.
And I think two months to finish one book isn't too bad! I often time read books to the last few chapters and it takes me YEARS to get there and finish them. You probably also have school work and stuff you have to do on top of that. You don't have to feel bad about that. There's no rush to read books, it's your leisure time.
I'm sorry you can't quiet your mind. I used to have that problem, and have to read sentences over and over because my mind would think of other things while I was reading.
I hope you feel better!