I recently had a mixed manic episode whilst at work.I completely lost it in a meeting and screamed and shouted at a colleague whilst everyone looked on in horror. Of course I was signed off sick. `

I am back to work and people have been OK.I however am really scared.I am a professional who works with vulnerable people. This means attending court and professionals meetings. My fear is; what if I lost it in court? I am really worried about losing it and losing my job. I am feeling so anxious.

I also fear I have been inappropriate to my doc (see other thread).