so sorry about your hospital visit... hope your recovery is going well.

i went on maoi's more out of curiosity than anything, as i am kind of willing to try anything.. i found a doctor who would prescribe it, which was actually not that hard to do. the meds were mildly helpful. not amazing, just a boost not unlike a good cup of coffee or a cocktail ...

the side effects however.... whew! that's another story

i hope you can find a doctor who is able to meet your needs...
feel free pm me if you have q's...