I am on medication, have been since I was 12. I know it helps, because I would be a lot worse if I didn't take any meds. Anyway, I am hanging in there. However, I think the depression may be taking over, considering I slept today from about 1-7, which is not good. And I'm tired again. Sleep is easy, simple, and it keeps me out of trouble. My mom got mad at me today, and I'm still hazy as to why. I said that I didn't want to drive our big conversion van, I don't like driving it, I'm not good at driving it. Anyway, so she took that as me not wanting to do anything, and said she'd never ask me to do anything again. That was bad. I barely handled it, of course she calmed down. WEll. I still feel bad, because no matter what you say, there is some truth behind it.

<font color=green>I smile because I have no idea what's going on.</font color=green>