I'm so sorry you had to go through that terrible experience. I know because I've been there. No child should be introduced to that crap at that age.

YOU are in control and you have the power to take control of things now. You didn't have the power back then, but you do now. I know that you have the strength to move on and become a much better person than he could ever be!

Hang in there...we are all here for you.