I'm so sorry that your going through this, it's so difficult sometimes to just get by when things are not going as they should. I want to commend you however, your trying your best for your family, for your daughter, what a wonderful person you must be to put on a "happy" show so that your daughter can have a good life full of joy. I'm glad to hear your going to be seeing someone about your medications, and i hope it can give you some relief, please hang in there...if the medications side effects are too unbearable, ask for something else, let your needs be know, there are other medications, other does, other combination, no one should have to suffer, and i want to give you a bit of hope....happiness is out there, sometimes we need therapy, medications and a loving family to find it, but it is there, and it is waiting...for you, and i hope you find it sooner rather then later. Your in my prayers.

Tina