The depression's back. I pretty much cried and slept all day yesterday. My daughter got accepted at a pretty good school, she has a half tuition scholarship, still don't know how we'll pay the rest (financial aid won't pay all, I'm sure!) My car's having problems, I don't know how much it'll cost to fix it, pretty sure it's come to the point I'll be moving in with my mom cause I won't be able to afford where I'm living. My ADD isn't being helped with stimulants, don't know if I'll even be able to hold down a job with good money. I wish I could just take life one day at a time, but I can't anymore. I see nothing but misery in the future, how can I be happy in the present?
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