I see my T on tuesday and she can prescribe but she isnt a bipolar expert and my new meds person is. My sleep is all messed up, i'm depressed with a side order of hypomania I think.

I feel like a huge freak exceeding the expertise of someone who is so highly respected in the mental health community (my T is well known in the field). My one friend I talk to the most is also bipolar and sees this meds person herself for therapy and meds. She says I should give new person a try because the person is so nice and talented. I get to keep my T, and now the meds stuff can be removed from T so it won't interfere.

The day care lady just told me that since my baby is now 2, I can pay 100 dollars less a month for day care. That extra can help pay off the loan for the air conditioning in my house...in 5 months it will be paid off with the extra money. I can look for cheaper car insurance to help save money. I don't want to because I have been a GEICO customer for over 10 years but my rates are very high compared to some other companies. Maybe once a week I can try one thing to help save money. If I get certified in my specialty at work I can make another 1.25 an hour.

I want to join a church but my hubby really doesn't want to. I think it would help my social skills but am afraid to do this alone.

Ah I am so overwhelmed with things I NEED to do. Thanks for reading my rant.