I don't know what is happening. I'm feeling very sad, and I start crying for no reason. I've been taking my meds as prescribed, but something isn't right. I'm also feeling very hopeless and worthless, especially over the last few days. I have had thoughts of suicide, but I don't think I would ever act on them. I'm scared to talk with my physician because he may refer me to the psych ward again. Something I don't want to deal with, also I would lose my job. Is this normal? Has anyone had these same issues? This is new to me, these symptoms that is.