((( Dear peaches100)))
We are here with you.
I'm so sorry to hear you are feeling so down. I know the feelings of which you speak. My own T also told me not to hold out waiting for my parents to change. Deep down I still do, and I'm 30! But I must admit it is getting better. Please be gentle with yourself.
You have every right to tell your T that you were confused/unsettled by the last session. Your T may not have realized she was being terse. She should know that your feelings were hurt. I have experienced this kind of thing too.
I think depression has a way of telling us that we are being ignored. Overall, it just makes us feel invisible and undervalued. Keep in mind, Peaches, you are an
important person. You deserve to feel better. I hope you will bring up how you are feeling with your T...

Elana