i do..well part of me does (want to take meds)..i agree to it- and when i agree i mean it, but once they're prescribed i find fault with every single one of them and go back asking for a prescription for something else. meds dont drive the constant emptiness away. and that makes me angry. or maybe thats just another of my excuses. injectables were discussed as an option. but i know that for me its either i dont take drugs (dont use them or abuse them) or i do take drugs (which will always involve abuse)- so if im on injectables i know i'll continue to take unprescribed ones too. if im taking meds might as well take them my way. (i know how wrong that is. but its what i'll do.i know myself. its what i'll do.just like my eating patterns.either dont eat.or eat-but when i eat i lose all control)
im not sure about the getting stabilized on medication before starting therapy thing- but thats what i think.