Thread: Falling apart
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Old Jan 10, 2011, 07:05 PM
tennisgrlcc tennisgrlcc is offline
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So i'm at a healthy weight right now but not cause the ED went away because i was binging and not purging all of it and i would do that all day long. So i gained weight. This morning i passed out (that happened one other time) i got scared told my dad(he doesn't know i have an ED only my T does) i have a doc appt testing for nutrition, hormones, and anemia I know everythigs going to coem back normal. My dads like i'm tired of having to weight you all the time if you would just eat real food not junk food and eat enough. We wouldn't have this problem i try to be a good parent and make you happy but you just throw it all away We don't want to go down the medication road for the depression. I really just don't know what to do anymore. I know i'm really gonna end up hurting my body but i'm terriefied to gain weight it's like half of my head says just eat it'll be ok it's just food then the other half says no don't do it it'll make you fat your just a fat pig.