My darling Mary Alice
I have been gone over the last few weeks, i have had lots going on. But I sure miss you. I just wish I had been on more lately, and pm'd you more.
I feel like I have failed you as a friend..
I know you are hurting very baldy.

I want to hold you so you do not forget how much l love you.
I want your pain to go away, I do not want to see you scared.
I care so much about you.
I just do not know how to help anymroe.
i have been so stressed out lately, that i have forgot to ask about you.
Someone lead me to here and I was and still am in tears over your pain.
We have been so close.. and I regreat not trying harder to be a better freind to you so you could have someone in 3D to talk to..

Mary ALice I am so so sorry
Please find it in your heart to forgive me and give me a second chance to be a good freind to you..
I can be on more over the next few weeks.
I love and care for you a great deal..
I hope you do not leave us completly. I would miss you ever so much

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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