I am sorry if my answers were pretentious.

Just, I am person who, deeply inside, love to live. I would like to help, if I could. And I know that in dark depression all what somebody need is to be left alone.

But, reading your postings - Valis and Sky...I noticed again...as much the person is inteligent (smart) and educated as much darker and deeper depression can be.

Probably the social environment plays it's role too. I live in a country where things are still functioning on easy way. No much money but no much stress too. No very polite people but no need to smile to everyone either.

Here we are frustrated by haos and anarchy we live in. I developed countries people are stucked among obligations and duties characteristic for an orderly society.

Maybe the key is - to try to be youself and to behave always as we feel...(frenkly... I am afraid that we are late for this a few thousands years . )

Wish you all to discover the nice side of life again. I keep trying

Alexandra