Good for you ((((((distant)))))) It's great to hear you are reclaiming your happiness!! And thank you for this thread!

Fear hinders me from doing a lot of things. Fear that I will get really ill, physically and emotionally (worse than I am already). I've had some real doozies of panic attacks and it has terrified me to see how my own mind can turn against myself I am scared of the tricks my mind can play on me and it's hard work trying to find a way through it!!