Now, I'd like to start off, that I never got sexually aroused when doing any of this, but

When I was a little kid until I was a teenager, I would always sneak into my twin sisters room and try her dresses on, and put on her makeup.

It's weird I know. But I just felt a need to do this.

I am bisexual, but I think the real reason wasn't a sexual thing, I think I just wanted to feel close to my sister. We were close, but in a hate/hate way. I mean, I loved her, but she was a very mean snobby girl. While I was quiet, liked to read, study and usually tried to be polite.

So she never liked me much. Heck, she was more of a boy than I was. I was extremely effeminate and she was girly, but had a lot of masculinity.

She was way taller than me, 6 feet. I was only 5' 6"

She got what she wanted when she wanted, and I always had to wait. Probably because I never begged.

But my need to dress like her in secret was a shame I've kept for years. I felt like it was dirty, but I know now-a-days boys do it all the time. I mean, just look at "emo" kids.

Its become a commonality, but in the 50's it was strange. Unless you were in a comedy show.

Well, that's all I just wanted to get that off my chest and wondered what anyone else thought on the matter