Yes pop, I do.
I understand what you are saying completely. It is hard with depression for me to function "normally" what ever normal is any more as I worder have I ever even been normal or just what I in my own mind feel is normal. I sit and I think of things to blame this depression, the meds, finances, whatever I can. Then when those things get "better" I find new things to blame this godforsaken feeling on. I turned the tv off an hour ago, and just sat in my easy chair, silence everywhere around me that Silence. As I sat there I thought of the computer and gettin on the forum, and after 15minutes of arguing with myself, I decided I did have the strength to. Sorry I did't have much advice, except now that I am here I dont feel so all alone.

take care

KRZYKRIS

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!