Ha! Ha! Ha! That's me. I deal with so much these days. Granted, not as much as I used to, but enough to drive me crazy! Anyways, I live a very lonely life. Sure, I have a boyfriend who loves me, a family who loves me, and a few friends, but nothing really satisfies me. I don't like having sex with my boyfriend anymore, my family could be more accepting of me, and my friends could be more open-minded...wait a minute, they all could be. I just need MORE!

I don't want my boyfriend anymore...I want a woman who can "wow" me. I want my dad to be ok with my sexuality, and I want to be closer to my family and friends. All of this seems impossible at this point. Other things are bothering me, too.

I guess I'm feeling a bit left out these days. I see everyone here getting a lot of kudos in the forum...it seems a lot of them anyways...I don't get any. I've gotten 2 I think the whole time I've been here. That saddens me because I think I'm not important here or people don't think of me as much as others. I guess you could say I'm the type of person who likes lots of attention, support, and recognition. Now, don't go giving me kudos on the forums just because I say I want more. I don't want that, either. That would be bad, in my opinion. I just feel really left out about that. That's all. I go out of my way to help people here. At least I think I do.

I don't post about everything here, either. Like I don't post about my sexuality as much as I would like to, or the problems that I encounter in everyday life. I like helping people here. I'm here a lot because I like helping out people so much. Sure I'd probably be a good therapist and everything, but that's not for me.

Ok, I guess this has just been a post for me to ramble and complain a lot about things I don't like. Well, I guess I'm done. Sorry if I upset anyone.