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i felt nothing - when he died - i thought i should feel bad that i didnt feel anything - didnt cry - i didnt go home for the funeral - i said i didnt have the money to go home when he died - my mum died 6 months before and i went home
i didnt feel anythign then and i dont feel anything now
part of his legacy perhaps ..... emptyness where he should have been
i cant even use the word that describes what he should have been - parent is the closest i can come...........
I am a ship without anchor lost in a foggy sea..... and i feel nothing.
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture  )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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