It's still happening. I've completely withdrawn from my friends over the past few months so I dont have anyone to turn to other than this website. I'm starting to feel slightly paranoid like everyone hates me now and thinks these awful things about me. On occassion, I will receive a random compliment from a stranger (in an elevator, store, restaurant etc.) and I feel surprised....shocked that others could see something good about me. I know this is based on the mean and vicious words that come out of his mouth daily. The hurtful words are more than just name calling.... it's constant threats to leave me (he knows this is my sensitive spot) and blatant insults about my appearance.....last night he says "I dont satisfy him" so he uses porn to get his fix (another issue) It's been 6 months straight now of this....I originally posted in October 2010 but it was going on before then. I feel so alone. I dont know what to do. I just need a friend to talk to and reassurance that it's going to be okay.