Bpd2 - it's so great to have someone tell me it's not my fault. Truly it makes me feel that maybe it could be true.

I had the best time on friday! I cleaned myself up, saw friend's i'd lost touch with, sang bad karaoke and danced.
Sometimes i get a bit carried away when i actually have fun. It's so rare that i have a genuine good time out that when it happens i just go a bit nuts. So i got a lapdance, gave a lapdance. Lol. Hopefully there will be more of those nights to come!