Yeah- unfortunately it WAS me making me feel like that- just given a huge push by celexa. I'd started it in February 2006 after "horror movie hallucinations" and was on it until August when I went inti a depersonalization/derealization episode where I saw a little girl who "disappeared". It was this that I told my dr who then doubled my celexa dose, saying it was "PMDD"! Then the email above happened. So it wasn't only starting celexa in August (doubling actually). But why give celexa when I was so obviously psychotic? That Feb, I'd seen people with their spines ripped out as I walked through my son's preschool and other horrible things and they wouldn't stop! That was the first time I was put on Celexa. Celexa for obvious psychosis!