You know how my parents found out, well because of that I found a new place to cut. A new place for me at least. My thigh. It actually hurt more than usual....it was weird. But in a good way. Well, not really a good way...I guess not...to me...I don't think I'm making any sense anymore. I am so lost. I just want to run away. I even dreamed of running away. Just getting in my car and driving until I can't drive anymore. That would be good. Damn, this sting is great. I love it. IT's the only way that I know I'm alive. The blood, the pain. It lets me know that I am alive. I'm done now. Goodbye

<font color=green>I smile because I have no idea what's going on.</font color=green>