Girl, you are giving me so much and I am very greatful for it! I know you have so much on your plate and that is why I don't ask for much from you! If we weren't so far apart I guess things would be much different, but you never know.

I know family must come first and never asked to be put first from you. You are my friend, that's all I ever wanted. You give me love, understanding, and a friendship that I would never trade for anything.

Never feel guilty that you can't be there for me all the time, nobody can really do that. I can't even be there for myself all the time...only when I'm able to cope can I be there for myself and others. Nobody is that dependable. Sure, I'm lonely, but who wouldn't be in my situation.

I love you dearly. Don't be so harsh on yourself for something you cannot control.