Dreamer, don't sink to the level I am at right now. Believe me, it is not a good place to be.

My thighs are so badly scarred that pants bother them when I walk. The marks are so hideous.

Driving away doesn't help either. Been there, done that. Almost did it again.......but haven't yet.

I know how addicting it is to cut, to see the blood and to try to feel anything that shows you are alive. STOP IT before it is too late, before you end up where I am right now. I don't believe you want to die.......you need help and understanding, not death.

Please stop cutting, figure out the problem and work on fixing it. Blades won't do that for you, I know this.

Mary Alice