Hi Dexter,

Sorry to hear you are feeling so "alone" and I hope you get feeling better, maybe this new doc will help. I am somewhat in the same boat. I want friends, but anyone I havent talked to for awhile calls and automatically I turn in to special agent detective, and my first thought is what do they want from me. I have trust issues, I dont really trust anyone. I am alone alot, well almost always. Sometimes I pick up the phone just to see if there is a dial tone. I just feel so stuck in life right now. It doesn't seem like Christmas it just seems to be another dreaded winter season to get through. I guess I dont have any advice, except to keep coming here to the forums. This is practicly my only thing to get me through the days and nights. It helps ease my overwhelming disfunctional life or existance.

Take care, Chris

KRZYKRIS

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