That hit home with me shezbut. I got hit hard when I learned that a neighbor literally was struck and killed by a bus in the Disney World parking lot. He had everything to live for, every reason to be alive, and he's gone. I've been shattered and upset for days. My mental illness is so severe.......every day is such a trial.......I would swap my life, what is left of it, for his.......in a heartbeat. I guess no-one said that life is going to be fair........