I hate my life. went to pdoc yesterday about going off the meds with T's blessing and game plan to keep my mood monitored and the stupid mf said she didnt think that was a good idea. f her she just doesnt want to lose a client cuz i bet i dont even need the stupid meds. my t is convinced i dont. i work for a nit picking mf who was really winning out in the deal...so f him i can play that fn game too. the only thing that bring any good to my life is being with my grandma and that can be stressfull given the circumstances. oh and it fn snowed more than i would ever like to see again but i gotta stay here for my grandma. im so sick of life...havent made any stupid plans but havent ruled it out.