So... I've been known to have many talents... singing, percussion, getting better at guitar and piano every day, art, and yet I still seem to feel like I am good at nothing.
When I sing, if I mess up, I feel like I suck.
When I play marimba I feel like I'm just no good any more.
Marimba used to be what I would do when i was feeling depressed, but now it makes me depressed too?
I feel untalented, stupid, forgetful, and ugly... I know these are lies, but telling myself that does me no good... I can't seem to shake the thought that I'm really not good at anything.
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Happy Birthday to Me.
“Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music."
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