I am not here to offer hugs and sympathy. I am sad that you are both losing out on the opportunity for something amazing.
I know you say you do not get well with others. I also know that you feel that it is the best thing for him. Have you asked him what he wants? Have you asked him if he loves you regardless of how you feel about yourself? Who you have been in the past in other people's lives means nothing in this situation.
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I have a dream that one day the chicken can cross the road without having his motives questioned
If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about it?
I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. ~Kurt Cobain~
Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. ~Kurt Cobain~
Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it. ~Elizabeth Wurtzel~
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