Cold turkey is NOT a good idea. I did it with my SSRI and nearly landed in hospital. Why do you want to go off your meds?
Do you feel you are 'better' / stable?
Are the side effects too much?
Are the costs too much?

Not going to a pdoc means you cannot see your T - can you actually get by without seeing your T? Please think about it carefully - you sound very angry right now, and when I get angry I make rash and bad decisions