I'm sorry you have this problem (((((((rtaylor)))))))) I have a lot of anxiety around taking pills also. But my anxiety mainly has to do with fearing that I will have a serious adverse reaction. If I've taken the pill before without a problem, then I'm able to continue. It's only with new medication that I have big anxiety issues (or with medication that I could potentially become addicted to, such as tranquilizers).
Do you have any idea why you feel anxious about taking your regular meds? Would it help to take the pills with food?
Wishing you all the very best