This all makes perfect sense. You believe that you have done some things that may have hindered his treatment or even his ability to advance in a certain way. I cannot say whether it is true or not because I don't know everything abotu the situation. What I do know is that you feel you have been a hinderance. Would it be possible to make some changes so you can be more of a beneift to him right now? Aside from just abandoning him that is? If you recognize that you have done things that may not have been helpful, could you change those things into something else that could be helpful?
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