I really just wanna f'n die...I dont want to live. life is so pointless...majorly pointless. work sucks...I wished he would call and cancel me from working at his house...he is being rediculous. maybe i will call in tonight...then maybe he will get the message. i cant afford not to work but i dont need to work for jerk off. this is so rediculous and he knows it. he asked me why i wasnt staying in the guest bedroom when he know i have been falling asleep that why i stay in the kitchen and watch tv. so I know all of this is because he split hairs over the time i was leaving so istarted coming just in time to started working at midnight and im leaving at 8am and he hates that he f'ed himself because i was getting there 10 minutes early. I f'n hate him big time. this is going to turn into a war he doesnt want to start cuz i will finish it and he will be really sorry. I am calling t about the pdoc appt and all that is going on but no one will be able to change my mind except maybe t.