YAY! dutch. CONGRATS on your 6 months sober.    when i read yr post it made me remember when i drank that i actally unplugged the phone (didn't want it to ring...??, had the tv on but on mute, blinds closed. like why was i scared? alcohol causes some weird behaviors when we're active alcoholics. thanks for "keeping it green" for me.
"keep on keeping on" one day at a time. it only gets better-beyond your wildest dreams.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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