I just opened a letter from the Department of Health and Human Resources. It's states my medicaid coverage will be taken from me. If they do that, I'm sunk. I can't pay the 20% my Social Security Disability does not cover.

If I try to keep myself alive by continuing my medical care, I'll be homeless again due to trying to pay the bills. I am furious. It states I am expected to pay thousands on the bills before I am eligible. I am barely making it this way. I can't do it their way.

I'll call them on Monday. Please keep me in your good thoughts and prayers to remain as calm as possible until then. I don't need my panic and colitis to escalate along with everything else I have happening to me. I can feel the panic swirling along with despair, trying to gather momentum. I'm working so hard to remain upbeat these days. This is not good.

Thanks for listening. Thanks for caring.

Jan